Recovering

I have not been writing for some time now. Reasons are, work, health and adjusting to new environment.

Have done a major surgery recently and is still recovering from the pain. Finally, I brace up the courage to have my womb remove. Yes! At least once it is removed, I tend to suffer less and it may be a prevention of having it coming back to haunt me.

Well, I would like to thank all my friends who show concerns and well wishes during my stay in hospital and after I discharged. Thank you all for your care.

Once I am better, will definetely call upon all for a meal. Thanks once again.

15 years Wedding Anniversary

Time flies, it is 15 years since we got married. 15 years of ups and downs, tears and laughter.

Friends told me I was lucky happily married with 2 kids. I just tell them I work hard in the marriage.

This year, the celebration is special. Jeff brought me to Bali. For 15 years, this trip is considered our 1st honeymoon trip as well.

I really enjoy the time together during this trip and yes, love is rekindled and both of us feeling refreshed. Some picts to share.

New Year New Hopes

Happy New year to all my friends. Sorry for not writing for some time. Work is busy, mood is as usual bad.

But good luck is coming my way for the new year. Finally after serious thinking, I had decided to do the right thing and yes! I tendered my resignation letter. I guess this will be the only way to relieve my stress and unhappiness.

One thing though is I feel sorry for leaving my good boss. Throughout my ordeal, he is the one behind me supporting me and help me pull through. It is kinda upsetting for me to leave him.

Nonetheless, I am happy to know him as a good boss and as a good friend. I believe friendship can still continue.

I hope the new job I am going to be will bring in new hopes and happiness for the year 2011.

Christmas mood is not there.

Christmas is coming, but this year, it is not for me to enjoy and celebrate. So many plans are put off due to moving, heavy work loads. I am so tired. Even the thought of baking a Christmas fruit cake, is not workable.

Tensions in the office are there still and mood is never a happy day at all. I am simply moodless about everything, throwing my temper at the boys at time when I reach home from work at times.

My screaming and shouting at them made me guilty when I see them sleeping.

My boys, mummy is sorry and never meant anything to scold you or beat you. My Noel, mummy love you and Zachary. Mummy dont want to scold you all but hope you 2 will be good when I am home.

Senseless people at work

I am disappointed in work life. People making senseless attacks and stirring unnecessary quarrels.

You must be guessing..... yes !! You are right. I got very personal attacks from the gang of 4 women again. This time still manageable but an extra person joined in the group.

She makes senseless attacks on me and best of all, she lied. She uses what I have written in my facebook and claim that she is the person I am refering to and complained to HR. Wonderful imagination she has. Call herself a devoted christian, I will spit on her face as she disgrace her religion.

Christians dont behave this way. She can lie her way out, all I can say people like her can stoop so low to take someone's good name.

End of the day, she is no saint herself. I do not say much. I sit tight upright and I have not done anything wrong I will still remain seated where I am. She is obviously showing her panic by going up to HR 1st.

Friends around the globe is showing supprt to me. I know all of my friends are shaking head to hear what happen. I have my freedom of speech and I speak my mind. I dont speak just to get into good books. This is me and I do what I feel is right.

Seriously I am here to work and not to bother about what people wear, making personal attacks.

I personally feel that senseless people like that old woman and the gang of 4 women, are a wastage to company resources. They are paid, but not doing what they supposed to do.

An insult to me made by them may be hurting, but it also makes me stronger.

I sincerely thank all my friends who share with me all my unhappiness and support me emotionally through the tough journey, without them, I would be a emotional wreck.

Grace a colleage of mine is my best mate I can cry to. She is helpful and lends me her shoulder to cry when I really break down. I sincerely thank her and her kind words.

The 2 monsters

Well, life is great comfort for me after work seeing my 2 monsters!! Yeah! 2 notty boys. They add so much fun and anxiety in my life. Seeing them growing up by the day ease my stress and worries away.

Jeff is sweet. He listens to all my nagging and complaints constantly. Comfort me and yes, making me laugh. I can see that he has been trying hard to please me at time. What can I do without him?

Coming weeks are getting busy as we are moving out. Weekends are burnt to packing up stuffs and working late in the office.

Thankfully our helper is a great help. She started the packing whenever Zachary is sleeping.

Tday I took some picts of the notty boys. Just to share.

Work Work Work!!!

Well, reasons for not writing in for long time is due to heavy work load. Late night back home and by the time I done with my warm shower, I am knocked out.

Thankfully, I have search for a nice place and will be shifting out soon. Weekends are burnt staying at home packing up the boxes.

Will update more on the boys.