X'mas and New Year

Happy holidays friends. Dr Siow has told me to monitor the situiation. So far now am being put on medication.

I am having a happy time with Jeff and the 2 princes. I have cooked for them for X'mas and brought them out to Orchard Road. They enjoyed it so much.

Time flies and Noel is going back to school on the 4th January 2010. He is lucky that he is being accepted by a new school.

Hope he will like his new school and new friends.

Recuperating after surgery

After 1 week of my surgery, I am doing fine. Lots of friends been giving me the support and well wishes. I thank them sincerely.

Though I am still in pain, I have been out for job hunt and taking Noel and Zach out for walks and shopping trip. Since its the school holidays, Noel is happy to see me at home and bringing him out. I have grown close to Zach. I hope this will keep him close to me than to the maid.

Next week is the review. Hope Dr. Siow will give me some good news. Fingers cross and prayers.

Will keep all updated.

Preparing my surgery

I am nervous and worried. Friday is near. My surgery is to be held on Friday. Jeff has given me all the emotional support I need and he really love me alot.

He told me that it is alright and we can adopt a baby girl if I really wanted one. But that will have to wait till Zach is older. As he is a handful.

Jeff is contented with 2 boys. He ever told me, he is happy with me bearing his 2 princes and he does not want me to go through the pain again.

I love you Jeff. Will pull through for the sake of you and the kids. I trust the Lord and Dr Siow.

Zach can sit in his walker.

Times flies. Zach is 5 months old. He starts gargling his baby language. Draws your attention. It only seems like yesterday I gave birth to him. @ weeks time he will be 6 months old.

He likes to look for Jeff and Noel rather than me. I guess, I am seldom at home. Due to long hours working, Zach do not even have a chance to be carried by me.

I feel so guilty as I did not really have a chance to accompany him on his growing up years.

I love you baby, Mummy have to work hard for you and Noel to have a better life. Bear with mummy.

Flu bug attack

I am having a bad flu for coming 2 weeks now. It is with no choice that I have to take medical leave and rest at home. Now Jeff is sneezing and Zach is running a fever after the 2nd dose of vaccination. Noel is having his school holidays now and he has been a good boy. Looking after Zach and helping around the house. I can see my little boy all grown up and is trying very hard to do his part as a big brother.

I am planning to do something for Noel and hope he will enjoy his school holidays even when we are not travelling.

Sparkle is sick

Sparkle my precioius bull terrier is sick. For a few days, she has been vommiting and diarrheoa. Finally today she starts to get better. Am monitoring her sitiuation and hope things will get well soon for her.

I love her so much that it will hurt me if she were to pass on. Let's pray for her.

Date is set.

I have seen Dr Seow on Monday. Results are not good and the date has been set for the surgery.

I am all ready for the surgery. Just that it is really a life regret for not having a baby girl with Jeff. I always wanted a little princess for Jeff. But he said that 2boys are a blessing for him. He does not wish to see me going through bad morning sickness again.

I hope the surgery will be a success and I trust my doctor so much. Things will be better. I know. God is always with me and He has been looking after me all these times.

My wishes fulfilled.

Though the family photo shoot is way below my expectation, I still want to share it with all. Hopefully the next one that I have planned will be much better. I still prefer Bright Studio whereby Boon Siong, our wedding photographer took the best shots. He is capable to make Jeff smile.

Really am looking forward to it soon.

Tired easily

My body is still in a weak state. Been getting very tired easily. I feel so guilty to have ask Jeff and our helper Siti to take care of baby Zach and Noel while I sleep. Seems irresponsible of me. But Jeff is so sweet and has not even complaint a single word. He change diapers, feed Zach round the clock over the week end while I was resting. My new job is fine so far, just that I cant get used to working 51/2 days. Its has been real tiring for me.

I am seeing Dr. Seow this coming Monday, hope there will be some good news and results from him. Friends reading my blog, do say a little prayer for me. God bless.

Waking down memory lane.

Seeing the picts, made me wants to turn back the clock.

Bad news

Life is really unpredictable. You will never know what will happen to you the next. I am still in shocked on what has happen to me. Jeff seems strong and is emotionless about it.

But deep down, I really dont know how he feels. I really hope he can open up and tell me what he thinks and how he feels about it.

I do hope he can give me the emotion support I need. His comfort and need him to tell me he will be here for me no matter what.

But he is a man of a few words so I really cant catch his mind. Teach me. How to be a better wife to him.

Oh dear!

The weather is very hot and humid for the past few weeks. I have just recovered from a bad flu and now it's Jeff's turn to get the bug. I feel so guilty passing the flu bug to him. Last night, I have bought flu tablets and some herbal tea to cook. Hopefully it will do the trick for him since it has done the trick for me.

Next is to make sure that the bugs are not going to our precious princes. Else, it will be a sleepless week for us.

I hope the weather will turn cool as the year end is drawing near. Ususally this time, I can expect rainy and windy day. Let's hope it does rain.

Can't smile without you

Indeed, this song really means alot and it has spoken up my feelings for this family I have set up.

Without seeing them smile, I really cant do anything. A smile means alot to me as that will push me further to work hard just for them. Of course, at least a smile tells me that they are happy and contented.

For us, life is simple and no pursue of much materialistic stuffs. So long we have each other and stay together as a family, nothing else matters.

Another brand new blessing.

Today is another brand new day for me. Full of blessing and hope. Am in the office late. Over slept and am tired easily nowadays. This is due to medication I am taking. Before I left for work, seeing my king and 2 princes sleeping soundly, I each gave them a peck on the face and left home.

They are my motivation to push me go through every pain I face.

When I think back on how my 2 princes come about, I just thank and praise God for the wonderful gift he sent me.

Noel and Zachary are my precious gifts I have ever receive from God. They are everything to me and Jeff. Sometimes, I was thinking, my duty as a wife has been accomplished by giving Jeff 2 adorable kids. But, no. It did not just end here, I still have to be a good mother and continue to be the loving wife for Jeff.


I can see that he love 3 of us though he is a man of a few words. I am sharing my 2 princes picts with you. Who I can say I am very proud of.

Our journey started.

After 8 months of dating, I say "Yes" to him. Why so fast? Well, I love him more than I love my life. I want to give him the best I can give for him.

I do not mind the hardships, so long we stick through thick and thin together. Never to part.

12 years ago, we made a pact. Till death do us part. I am still keeping this promise. I really hope God can give me more time. More time to spend precious time together and with our 2 beautiful kids we have together. Life is like a roller coaster ride for the past 12 years. We stick it through and survive this far.

Am still counting my blessings to be with him. A day together is a big blessing for me. I want him to know that my love for him will never change. I love you Jeff so much that nothing can change my love you.

How it started?

Fate and love is a funny thing. When the right one comes along, you can never escape Cupid's arrow of love.

Alot of friends ask "how it started"??

Answer: 1 wrong phone call.

Yes, it is. I made a wrong phone call. Supposed to look for an agent, ended, I called him. Who is he? Well, the love of my life. Jeffrey Chua.

Oops!! Sorry wrong number I say. But he call me back. Yes he did. That action has sealed my life with him.

It's a funny thing. From then on, we spent many happy times together. Of course, 8 months into the relationship, we are married. Together we share our ups and downs.

Read on everyday, as I share with you my life with Jeff.