Tired easily

My body is still in a weak state. Been getting very tired easily. I feel so guilty to have ask Jeff and our helper Siti to take care of baby Zach and Noel while I sleep. Seems irresponsible of me. But Jeff is so sweet and has not even complaint a single word. He change diapers, feed Zach round the clock over the week end while I was resting. My new job is fine so far, just that I cant get used to working 51/2 days. Its has been real tiring for me.

I am seeing Dr. Seow this coming Monday, hope there will be some good news and results from him. Friends reading my blog, do say a little prayer for me. God bless.

Waking down memory lane.

Seeing the picts, made me wants to turn back the clock.

Bad news

Life is really unpredictable. You will never know what will happen to you the next. I am still in shocked on what has happen to me. Jeff seems strong and is emotionless about it.

But deep down, I really dont know how he feels. I really hope he can open up and tell me what he thinks and how he feels about it.

I do hope he can give me the emotion support I need. His comfort and need him to tell me he will be here for me no matter what.

But he is a man of a few words so I really cant catch his mind. Teach me. How to be a better wife to him.

Oh dear!

The weather is very hot and humid for the past few weeks. I have just recovered from a bad flu and now it's Jeff's turn to get the bug. I feel so guilty passing the flu bug to him. Last night, I have bought flu tablets and some herbal tea to cook. Hopefully it will do the trick for him since it has done the trick for me.

Next is to make sure that the bugs are not going to our precious princes. Else, it will be a sleepless week for us.

I hope the weather will turn cool as the year end is drawing near. Ususally this time, I can expect rainy and windy day. Let's hope it does rain.

Can't smile without you

Indeed, this song really means alot and it has spoken up my feelings for this family I have set up.

Without seeing them smile, I really cant do anything. A smile means alot to me as that will push me further to work hard just for them. Of course, at least a smile tells me that they are happy and contented.

For us, life is simple and no pursue of much materialistic stuffs. So long we have each other and stay together as a family, nothing else matters.

Another brand new blessing.

Today is another brand new day for me. Full of blessing and hope. Am in the office late. Over slept and am tired easily nowadays. This is due to medication I am taking. Before I left for work, seeing my king and 2 princes sleeping soundly, I each gave them a peck on the face and left home.

They are my motivation to push me go through every pain I face.

When I think back on how my 2 princes come about, I just thank and praise God for the wonderful gift he sent me.

Noel and Zachary are my precious gifts I have ever receive from God. They are everything to me and Jeff. Sometimes, I was thinking, my duty as a wife has been accomplished by giving Jeff 2 adorable kids. But, no. It did not just end here, I still have to be a good mother and continue to be the loving wife for Jeff.


I can see that he love 3 of us though he is a man of a few words. I am sharing my 2 princes picts with you. Who I can say I am very proud of.

Our journey started.

After 8 months of dating, I say "Yes" to him. Why so fast? Well, I love him more than I love my life. I want to give him the best I can give for him.

I do not mind the hardships, so long we stick through thick and thin together. Never to part.

12 years ago, we made a pact. Till death do us part. I am still keeping this promise. I really hope God can give me more time. More time to spend precious time together and with our 2 beautiful kids we have together. Life is like a roller coaster ride for the past 12 years. We stick it through and survive this far.

Am still counting my blessings to be with him. A day together is a big blessing for me. I want him to know that my love for him will never change. I love you Jeff so much that nothing can change my love you.

How it started?

Fate and love is a funny thing. When the right one comes along, you can never escape Cupid's arrow of love.

Alot of friends ask "how it started"??

Answer: 1 wrong phone call.

Yes, it is. I made a wrong phone call. Supposed to look for an agent, ended, I called him. Who is he? Well, the love of my life. Jeffrey Chua.

Oops!! Sorry wrong number I say. But he call me back. Yes he did. That action has sealed my life with him.

It's a funny thing. From then on, we spent many happy times together. Of course, 8 months into the relationship, we are married. Together we share our ups and downs.

Read on everyday, as I share with you my life with Jeff.