X'mas and New Year

Happy holidays friends. Dr Siow has told me to monitor the situiation. So far now am being put on medication.

I am having a happy time with Jeff and the 2 princes. I have cooked for them for X'mas and brought them out to Orchard Road. They enjoyed it so much.

Time flies and Noel is going back to school on the 4th January 2010. He is lucky that he is being accepted by a new school.

Hope he will like his new school and new friends.

Recuperating after surgery

After 1 week of my surgery, I am doing fine. Lots of friends been giving me the support and well wishes. I thank them sincerely.

Though I am still in pain, I have been out for job hunt and taking Noel and Zach out for walks and shopping trip. Since its the school holidays, Noel is happy to see me at home and bringing him out. I have grown close to Zach. I hope this will keep him close to me than to the maid.

Next week is the review. Hope Dr. Siow will give me some good news. Fingers cross and prayers.

Will keep all updated.

Preparing my surgery

I am nervous and worried. Friday is near. My surgery is to be held on Friday. Jeff has given me all the emotional support I need and he really love me alot.

He told me that it is alright and we can adopt a baby girl if I really wanted one. But that will have to wait till Zach is older. As he is a handful.

Jeff is contented with 2 boys. He ever told me, he is happy with me bearing his 2 princes and he does not want me to go through the pain again.

I love you Jeff. Will pull through for the sake of you and the kids. I trust the Lord and Dr Siow.

Zach can sit in his walker.

Times flies. Zach is 5 months old. He starts gargling his baby language. Draws your attention. It only seems like yesterday I gave birth to him. @ weeks time he will be 6 months old.

He likes to look for Jeff and Noel rather than me. I guess, I am seldom at home. Due to long hours working, Zach do not even have a chance to be carried by me.

I feel so guilty as I did not really have a chance to accompany him on his growing up years.

I love you baby, Mummy have to work hard for you and Noel to have a better life. Bear with mummy.