Zachary walked.

My baby Zachary is 13 months old now. Times flies and he started walking. He walked a few steps to me when I am back from work.

He started babbling and yes walked. It seems like yesterday that he was born a cute baby now is 13 months old and how he walked.

Kids are down again

Zachary and Noel are down sick again. Zachary is coughing with phlegm while Noel is having gasric flu. I can't help worrying for them. Thinking of them sick makes me think will that happen when I am not around? Can Jeff really handle them?

Zach is a bad tempered baby and is a handful. After seeing the doctor, I hope they will get well fast.

Excitement & anxiety

My company is organising a trip to Vietnam for our company Dinner and Dance. Initially I did not plan to go. I can't help but feeling worried for home and Jeff if I am not around. Plus it will be my 1st trip to somewhere I am unfamiliar with.

Through Jeff's encouragement, I sign up. Jeff says I should go to take a look at the different world that I always longed to see. He also asked me not to worry for the kids and him and that he will managed well.

Sweet of him to do great lengths for me. Well, I signed up and am now excited and looking forward to the trip.

To love and be love

爱一个人好难, 当爱上的很深而看不到我自己伤害的我是不是很笨? 我很累不过我还是要走下去。因为我爱你爱得我无法看到我自己了。锦俊 我真得好爱你。每一天的幸福就是可一和你在一起。

13 年 和你走过的日子有起有落。 但我们还是熬过了。要求你的爱对我真一点对我深一点这样我就很满足了。

我从来没有不爱你的一天， 就算你多么的让我伤心 难过我的爱一然对你那么的纯真。

Jeff, if you read this, you will know how long it takes me to write out my feelings for you. I will always treasure you and love you.

Celebrating Noel's Birthday

Time flies, Noel is 8 years old now. It really seems like yesterday he was born. Well, my boy is grown up and yes sometimes he is sensible sometimes he is not.

This year due to busy work load, I did not really plan his party. Partly he is bad and misbehaves so the party was called off by Jeff. To make up for him to void his disappoitment, A simple celebration for him to make him feel comforted. Next year, if he behaves, he will eventually have a great celebration for him.




Rice noodles with egg, represent long life for the birthday person. As a mother, I do wish the best for my son too. I hope he will be healthy and long life.




Noel making his wishes.




His birthday cake. (Thanks Lawrence and Adeline)



Zachary wants a piece of the nice cake as well.

Some well spent time

Been so busy with work, hardly anytime with the guys. Recently work is more relaxed for a while, and I decided to spend some time with the 3 guys. It is a time well spent to see the smile on their face.





Seeing the 2 brothers' smile really makes my worries goes away.




My 2 boys that I am always proud of.



My forever loved. My 3 guys.

Friends

It has really come to my thoughts that good friends only come in a few. Past few days, days I am really unhappy. Tears been wetting my pillow at night. While reading this, you must be wondering, what happen? Yes all married couples do quarrel. Jeff and I do too.

It was so bad that it hurts me deeply. When we are angry, our actions and words hurt. Work is making me crazy and tired. We hardly talk and feelings in me is welling up. Why do we have to fight over friends manipulation? Jeff is a very trusting person. Especially with his buch of "friends".

I am greatful to have close truthful and faithful friends that is with me when I am really down and very very upset. A friend that I have just known for months is there for me when I called him to grumble and complained to about work. To think he just reached home from work and has to take my call and listen.

Another friend sacrifce her night of sleep to talk to me on the phone to comfort me when I cry to her.

My domestic worker comfort me at night with her hugs when i break down.

Anna, Ivan and Siti thank you so much for being there for me at my lowest point. I am greatful and happy to know you all. I hope when you are reading this, you will be comfort in return to know that I will treasure your friendship even more.